Since I have been doing childcare at home full time, I have really had to be so absent in many other ways. I never accounted for how difficult it would be, but it is so much like working outside of the home-except I can see so clearly what I am not able to do while I am here. What motivated the change was of course Madison and Drew. They are at these amazing little stages and I felt like I was missing it all! They are so much fun to be with and so much fun to observe. I am so blessed, I need to cling to that blessing before they slip away. I want to try to be more dilligent to record these moments, I haven't taken pictures in a while..I can't wait to do it again. Some of the things the kids have been doing that I want to record and remember: Madison is becoming so independant and transforming from a baby into a little lady. She tries to serve herself so much more and I need to remember to let go and let her do these things..she is so capable. She is so kind to ber brothe...